Thankfully ever since I got sober I have been able to save and invest enough so that I can weather a $1,000 emergency.
Might not seem like much but I have heard that a good percentage of Americans can’t afford even a $400 emergency expense.
They can’t handle that expense but they spend over $400 a year on lottery tickets.
Not me I would rather risk my money on trying to build an online business.
Or buying memberships of Bitcoin mining pool apps…
Or making asymmetric crypto bets.
Getting sober was probably the best decision I ever made, not only for my wallet but also for my physical health.
I’m not going to lie sometimes I get the cravings to smoke weed again. In fact lately I have been getting strong urges to smoke again.
Also I have been thinking that if I were to retire I will pick up the habit again.
Maybe that is why God is not providing me with enough passive income to do so.
Maybe He knows something I don’t.
Something that would destroy me and all the progress I have made over the past year.
Reflecting on this matter I think about my nieces and nephew who I know look up to me and are happy to see me doing good, living the good life.
I don’t want to let them down even more than I want to let myself down or God for that matter because I know that God and I have both disappointed each other.
There is nothing I can do about that, what’s done is done.
But I can keep chugging along. Try to keep my nose clean and keep stacking Sats.
God sorry for being a jerk and having you have to withdraw your providence, please keep my family safe and screw Satan.
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