I can’t believe that I have gotten tens of thousands clicks to my Clickbank affiliate links and not one sale in 2025.
It makes me think that someone with government backing has hacked me and is siphoning my sales.
Maybe it’s because God hates me, like how I hate cleaning up poop from toilets at work.
Someone told me today that I am very polite and thanked me for it.
The voice in my head (which I used to think was God) said I like how you treat my children, but I was thinking I don’t like how God treats me.
I don’t like that I pray to Him for sales and I get none. I don’t like that Jesus Christ said ask and you shall receive and I haven’t received what I have been asking for. I don’t like that birds don’t have to sow and they receive what they need and I work like a government mule and don’t make enough money.
I wish that the YHWH account on X.com wouldn’t have told me to speculate in cryptos ATM and then lose money after doing so.
In short, the older I get the less I believe that God is good and that the Holy Bible is infallible.
Time has eaten away at that belief like a flesh eating virus eats away at its victim.
I hate how people close to me tell not to blaspheme but God is free to lie to me.
I used to believe in the motto IN GOD WE TRUST but like the dollar that too is in decline. Getting less valuable with each passing day.
Probably to be overtaken by some better power. Because God can’t be trusted even though Malachi 3:10 says to test Him with the full tithe and see if He will not pour out a blessing until there is no more need.
Well I have been tithing and I still need a bunch of stuff.
So as I write this I am converting to a more practical outlook on life because trusting God to provide isn’t cutting it. God is faithful no more than an atheist is a believer of God.
So I guess I am doomed to clean poop until my body can’t walk anymore.
For my spirit is broken and I am growing resentful for being taught to believe in God.
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