I have hit a wall and am burnt out.
I have been working my day job as a housekeeper at a hospital for six days straight now.
I haven’t written a blog post in a week and also haven’t filmed a YouTube video where I insert affiliate links.
To be honest with you the lack of sales is really demoralizing.
I have been making content while affiliate marketing for years now and haven’t been making sales.
I enjoy creating but it doesn’t pay the bills.
Even though I don’t particularly enjoy my job I am told I am good at it, but that is of little solace.
I would much rather be making passive income from my content.
I liquidated all my altcoin assets and am now solely buying Bitcoin.
I borrowed against my 401K (borrowed so there would be no tax bill if I make all my payments) to have a cash buffer and to buy more Bitcoin.
I have been buying at least $20 worth of SCHD every market day.
I do all this with the hopes that I will have enough assets so that I can retire by the time I am 45 years old.
I am hoping that by trading time for money and then money for assets I can then buy back my free time.
A couple of days ago I found myself looking at Weed Maps thinking that I should give up my sobriety.
After all what am I working for? I am working for enjoyment in the future.
I.e early retirement where I can smoke weed again and read all day.
I want this because I see a lot of sick elderly people at work and I think to myself: “Do I really want to wait until I am old and sickly to enjoy the fruits of my labors?”.
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