January 4 2026


I went to work today and I prayed and prayed while cleaning the hospital I work at for affiliate sales.


I didn’t get any.


And when I got home and started taking a shower that was the beginnings of a pity party.


I started remembering that I prayed to God for guidance as to whether or not I should have used Fiverr to promote my previous YouTube channel.


I heard back a voice that said go ahead and use Fiverr.


That led to fake views and ultimately getting banned from the YouTube Adsense program.


Now I must depend on affiliate sales to make money online.


I have been trying to make sales ever since then to no avail.


I have made videos like the one below to market products like Instadoodle



I personally used Instadoodle to make the video above.


I don’t know maybe I should just stick to buying crypto and ETF’s, but I want at least 3 more sources of income.



Honestly not getting sales is getting me depressed and making it hard to stay sober.


But that sobriety has allowed me to save and invest. 


It has also kept me sane.


I just need to vent sometimes and find it easier to blog and make YouTube videos about my woes than talking to people in real life because in real life I get judged negatively almost every time I express my feelings.


But for the most part on YouTube the responses have been for the most part positive.


Who knows maybe serendipity will show itself and fate will smile upon my affiliate marketing efforts.


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