Here’s the silver lining: tomorrow will be a new day.
Like Navy SEALs say, “The only easy day is yesterday.”
I have been asking God to provide me with enough income so that I can retire.
I haven’t gotten there, which gets me sad.
I ask myself why is God being so cruel to me.
I tithe and help people where I can.
I invest and not bury my money.
But alas I have to work a job that gets me sad every day I clock in.
It gets me sad because every time I see an elderly patient sick or close to death it makes me think, why work until I am old, close to death and have to use what money I made to pay medical bills?
In Ecclesiastes it says that a man who enjoys his work, food, drink and work has received a gift from God.
I don’t drink alcohol, I definitely don’t enjoy my work but I do like to eat what I eat.
One out of three is 33.3% or a big fat F in school.
So I guess I am a big fat failure at life.
I guess I have failed to walk with God. I am not like Enoch.
I am not like Abraham because I am not rich in cattle, silver and gold, plus my faith in God is almost all gone.
I cry out for help but no one cares enough to help me.
Honestly it’s days like these I wish I was no longer living.
Why believe in God when it turns out He doesn’t have my best interests at heart?
Why keep investing when at the pace I am going I won’t be able to enjoy the fruits of my labor?
Why stack crypto on autopilot when it isn’t enough to retire?
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