Can’t sleep, I’m stressed and sad to be honest.
I didn’t make any sales today, I have work in a couple of hours and it feels like I am stuck on a hamster wheel spinning my wheels.
My crypto portfolio is down, I have no home of my own and I have been chronically single my whole life.
I’m in debt, I feel like my God has forsaken me and I keep spinning my wheels making content that doesn’t pay off.
But I am alive.
Life seems like a mirage.
My eyes are heavy with sleepiness. But I am restless.
My knowledge is useless at this moment. My strength fleeting.
Time keeps passing me by. My time is the only thing I can trade for money.
I wish I could make a living off of my YouTube videos and written content.
I want to be able to make a living working from home.
But God has other plans for my life.
He doesn’t care what I want.
He’s selfish like that.
I now see the light. I was blind but now I see.
I’m fed up.
I need to heed the warnings because the writing is on the wall.
I’ve been kicking around on the same piece of ground in my hometown. Wasting the hours in an off hand way and now I am one day closer to death.
Meaningless it’s all meaningless.
What does all my toil get me? Except acceptance.
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