I didn't go to work today because I had to take care of my nieces and nephew, so I wound up using some of my kin care hours.
I also staked some crypto.
I staked some crypto because I want to make passive income with cryptocurrencies.
Another thing I did today was read. I read Robert Kiyosaki's Conspiracy of the Rich, and Laughing at Wall Street by Chris Camillo.
I ate two Salvadorian quesadillas, drank coffee and hot chocolate and ate a burger.
I went for a walk to clear my mind and made a YouTube video when I came back.
I am a little sad because I didn't make any affiliate marketing sales today or for that matter this whole year.
I really need to find a way to supplement my income because I only work part time as a janitor and find it hard to get by financially.
Since I will most likely be off next week for one week straight, I will probably try to publish an eBook via Amazon Kindle publishing.
I find myself feeling desperate and depressed a lot lately due to my lack of sales and low income.
I have been praying to God for help but he doesn't help me on those fronts.
I would get another job but I help my sister take care of her kids when she needs me to and she usually calls upon me everyday I am off from work.
So that is why I try to find work from home opportunities that will help me retire and be financially independent and retired early.
God, if you love me please help!!!
I can't do it alone, I've tried and have failed to make it on my own.
Like I said I am desperate and battling chronic depression. I try to keep my head up and have a stiff upper lip but the pressure to make a living is getting to me.
I feel like I am on the verge of another mental breakdown.
I guess I should be happy to be alive but I am not satisfied with the life I live.
I want more from life. I feel like I deserve it. But I would be lying if I said I am happy with the life you have bestowing upon me YHWH.
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